is where we all slept last nite! (wednesday 30th) yipee!
percy had a little whimper around 11pm, which was soothed away by pulling her blankets up and resting my hand on her back for about 3 minutes. she woke at 5:30am, which yes, is early but far more manageable than the disruption of the earlier nites. i carried her into our bed at 5:50am for a snuggle, paul left for work at 6am and we got up at 6:15am.
let's keep moving to long nites of sleep...
Wednesday, July 30, 2008
watching the teev
percy watched about 10 minutes of a "thomas the tank engine" dvd this afternoon. which is about nine and half minutes more of any tv she's watched before.
this is a mixed thing for me. i don't really want her to watch teev as i can't really think of thing that is appropriate for her age or that adds anything to her life. on the other hand in those ten minutes i did go to the toilet without a little miss trying to shove toilet paper between my legs, fold some laundry, re-make her bed and pack some books back on the shelf. not bad for ten minutes! i'm a fast mover- ha ha ha!
she likes putting books and like shaped things under her chin, hands-free... this is the teev watching, duuuuhhhh look....
where has percy been sleeping?
in our bed.
every nite.
as i whinged about to my parents group today (sorry guys) she doesn't just wake up, have a little whimper, roll over and drfit off again. she kneels up, screams in ear-shattering volumes, thrashes her head about and won't be calmed by anything. anything that doesn't involve her being held by me.
last nite i think we determined it's at least partly about teeth coming thru. she woke up at 9:30pm this time (arrggghhh- so early!) she settled and we snoozed a short while 'til 10:45 when she woke up to seriously let loose again. she was very hot. i didn't actually take her temperature but i know she must have been a little elevated. i took her out of her sleeping bag and gave her a dose of baby pain and fever dimetapp. paul brought me some big cushions so i could sort of sit up to craddle her but still be pretty much asleep myself. (yeah right.) he also gallantly slept on the couch (again) so we could have the bed.
she cuddled quietly, finally falling asleep properly at 1am. she slept ok, me mostly ok 'til 7am, when paul left for work. poor bastard.
let's hope these teeth hurry up, we can get back to sleeping all nite- in our own beds! and that's it's not something else.
p.s. paul definately saw two more teeth emerging in her jaw this evening.
every nite.
as i whinged about to my parents group today (sorry guys) she doesn't just wake up, have a little whimper, roll over and drfit off again. she kneels up, screams in ear-shattering volumes, thrashes her head about and won't be calmed by anything. anything that doesn't involve her being held by me.
last nite i think we determined it's at least partly about teeth coming thru. she woke up at 9:30pm this time (arrggghhh- so early!) she settled and we snoozed a short while 'til 10:45 when she woke up to seriously let loose again. she was very hot. i didn't actually take her temperature but i know she must have been a little elevated. i took her out of her sleeping bag and gave her a dose of baby pain and fever dimetapp. paul brought me some big cushions so i could sort of sit up to craddle her but still be pretty much asleep myself. (yeah right.) he also gallantly slept on the couch (again) so we could have the bed.
she cuddled quietly, finally falling asleep properly at 1am. she slept ok, me mostly ok 'til 7am, when paul left for work. poor bastard.
let's hope these teeth hurry up, we can get back to sleeping all nite- in our own beds! and that's it's not something else.
p.s. paul definately saw two more teeth emerging in her jaw this evening.
Sunday, July 27, 2008
habit forming
oh dear, we might be creating another bad habit that will need to be broken with tantrums and heartache in the future.
for the past three nites percy has ended up in our bed for the majority of the nite. she has woken up variously between 8pm and 10:30pm and not gone back to sleep. for instance, last nite (sunday 27th - her 16th month anniversary), she woke at 9:20pm with a little whimper and cry. she seemed to settle herself with a few noises that i hoped were done in her sleep. however at 10:20pm she woke properly to cry in ernest. i got up to warm her milk bottle hoping some warm milk would send her back to sleep. she took approximately 150mls, rolled on her tummy, was quiet and then i stepped away from the cot. up came her head, then up on her arms and a plaintive wail. great. i tried to shush her, rubbing her back and encouraging her to lie down again. not to be. i picked her up and she settled quietly against my shoulder. trying to put her back in her cot after a few minutes just resulted in her wailing and kneeling up again. at 11pm paul took over. for 25 minutes he tried to shush her... calm her. to no avail, she screamed blue murder, sobbing out "mamma, mamma, mamma" so hard she choked and coughed, nearly to the point of vomiting i think. i couldn't take it any more and i'm sure paul was at his wits end. i took over again. as soon as she was against my shoulder she was quiet. i don't resent her, i don't rail against her. i just hate the situation.
i pulled some blankets out of the cupboard and lay on her bedroom floor with her. she was quiet but not sleeping. after an hour and half of this i was too cold and too uncomfortable to continue. back in her cot she went, up started the wailing and screaming.
conceding failure i carried her into our room to settle her between us in our bed. oh dear, third night running... what are we doing to ourselves?
she was quiet eventually, sleeping herself, allowing us too to get some sleep but it was poor and broken. i was looking at the clock every hour. oh god. this can't continue, i'm really tired and dreading tonite.
what can we do? leave her to scream herself to exhaustion? this could take hours- i know i couldn't take it. i wish she could talk and explain to us what is bothering her. is she lonely? frightened? perhaps then we could discuss it and sort it out.
i know people co-sleep with their children for years. and we did when she was new-born and while travelling overseas. it won't work for us long term tho. she needs to happily sleep in her own bed, all thru the nite. i'm just depressed about the whole parenthood gig. a friend of mine is leaving tomorrow for a yoga retreat in thailand for five weeks- christ i wish i could climb in his suitcase.
for the past three nites percy has ended up in our bed for the majority of the nite. she has woken up variously between 8pm and 10:30pm and not gone back to sleep. for instance, last nite (sunday 27th - her 16th month anniversary), she woke at 9:20pm with a little whimper and cry. she seemed to settle herself with a few noises that i hoped were done in her sleep. however at 10:20pm she woke properly to cry in ernest. i got up to warm her milk bottle hoping some warm milk would send her back to sleep. she took approximately 150mls, rolled on her tummy, was quiet and then i stepped away from the cot. up came her head, then up on her arms and a plaintive wail. great. i tried to shush her, rubbing her back and encouraging her to lie down again. not to be. i picked her up and she settled quietly against my shoulder. trying to put her back in her cot after a few minutes just resulted in her wailing and kneeling up again. at 11pm paul took over. for 25 minutes he tried to shush her... calm her. to no avail, she screamed blue murder, sobbing out "mamma, mamma, mamma" so hard she choked and coughed, nearly to the point of vomiting i think. i couldn't take it any more and i'm sure paul was at his wits end. i took over again. as soon as she was against my shoulder she was quiet. i don't resent her, i don't rail against her. i just hate the situation.
i pulled some blankets out of the cupboard and lay on her bedroom floor with her. she was quiet but not sleeping. after an hour and half of this i was too cold and too uncomfortable to continue. back in her cot she went, up started the wailing and screaming.
conceding failure i carried her into our room to settle her between us in our bed. oh dear, third night running... what are we doing to ourselves?
she was quiet eventually, sleeping herself, allowing us too to get some sleep but it was poor and broken. i was looking at the clock every hour. oh god. this can't continue, i'm really tired and dreading tonite.
what can we do? leave her to scream herself to exhaustion? this could take hours- i know i couldn't take it. i wish she could talk and explain to us what is bothering her. is she lonely? frightened? perhaps then we could discuss it and sort it out.
i know people co-sleep with their children for years. and we did when she was new-born and while travelling overseas. it won't work for us long term tho. she needs to happily sleep in her own bed, all thru the nite. i'm just depressed about the whole parenthood gig. a friend of mine is leaving tomorrow for a yoga retreat in thailand for five weeks- christ i wish i could climb in his suitcase.
Thursday, July 24, 2008
on yer bike...II
well my bike wasn't ready for the weekend. the kiddie seat was coming from regional victoria, taking a little longer than predicted. plus the guys at cheeky monkey decided that my bike had seen some hard use and replaced a few pieces that also had to be ordered in.
i got a call on wednesday that all was finished! percy and i walked up after her nap. actually i carried her most of the way because at percy-speed we would have taken well into the nite to get there. it's just that the world is so fascinating one absolutely has to stop to examine every seed and nut on the ground, every hole in the ground, all the gates and paths leading to new places, to listen to the birds, point out the trucks and trains... it's exhausting!
my bike looks fab, the seat is top-notch (have to adjust the foot rests yet.) i was surprised by how much the weight and balance of the bike has changed. honestly, i was frightened to get on and ride with percy. i thought i'd tip over and smack her into the pavement. still, i didn't buy a $200 baby seat to not use it. so on we went and came successfully home! yippeee! it was great, tho very cold. definately be rugging up for the next month or so.
percy has a pretty bike helmet too. in these photos, taken when we arrived home, she'd already taken the helmet off, she was happy to wear it while we were moving. as far as i could tell she enjoyed the short ride so hopefully we'll get lots more rides in the future.
Sunday, July 20, 2008
unencumbered adults
paul was able, after working 12 hour days last week, and going into the office for a few hours on saturday, to take friday off work. i also, as you recall, had the week out of the office. after we packed percy off to the mines (oops, day care) we were unencumbered adults for the day!
we almost stopped and stared at each other, doing nothing, thinking nothing, with the novelty of it. almost! what we did instead was have breakfast out at our favourite cafe, see a movie, have lunch out and luxuriate in each other's company. it was a bit of an expensive day but i don't care. the last movie we saw at a cinema was james bond, casino royale- approximately 20 months ago.
we almost stopped and stared at each other, doing nothing, thinking nothing, with the novelty of it. almost! what we did instead was have breakfast out at our favourite cafe, see a movie, have lunch out and luxuriate in each other's company. it was a bit of an expensive day but i don't care. the last movie we saw at a cinema was james bond, casino royale- approximately 20 months ago.
Wednesday, July 16, 2008
tax time
i know this is somewhat awful but i have kept almost every receipt for things we have bought in relation to percy. going thru all our receipts for our tax agent i just added them up. gasp! in the last financial year we have spent over $3300 on little miss. yikes! and that doesn't include the expensive things like our independant midwife ($4200- bye-bye baby bonus) percy's cot (bought the previous year), her stroller (bought in paris, didn't keep receipt), all the disposable nappies bought overseas, the increase in groceries, child care fees and those things bought for me during my pregnancy (fat clothes, maternity bras, stretch mark cream, body pillow and most expensively the installation of an air-conditioner.)
i'm even more appreciative now of the free clothes, blankets, toys, play mats and misc other things we were given.
i suppose for bub number two many things won't have to be purchased again... no, i've no news to tell anyone. no bub no.2 for now.
our tax agent has been very good the past couple of years, perhaps she'll wrangle some dollars back from the gov for us again this year.
i'm even more appreciative now of the free clothes, blankets, toys, play mats and misc other things we were given.
i suppose for bub number two many things won't have to be purchased again... no, i've no news to tell anyone. no bub no.2 for now.
our tax agent has been very good the past couple of years, perhaps she'll wrangle some dollars back from the gov for us again this year.
patting pi
neither of our cats; pi or oops, are terribly fond of percy. in fact i'm not even sure she knows oops exists because he runs and hides from her so effectively. however pi is becoming a little more tolerant. he's even sat still on a handful of occasions and let her pat him. i know these pictures don't suggest he's very happy but believe me this is very remarkable for pi....
mixed week
after such a fab day on monday i unfortunately got sick again on tuesday- arrrgghhh! it kicked in around 10am when i just started to ache and ache and ache all over. most strongly in my hips. i swear i'm going to die of arthritis by the time i'm 45. this meant for poor little percy that i wasn't much fun. we played quiet things on the floor at home mostly, thankfully she's completely into reading her books, which is something i could manage. we did make it to the playground for an hour or so in the afternoon, during which, had anyone been observing they would have thought i was her great-grandmother the slow, hobbly way i was moving around! thankfully paul was able to come home just after 4pm and take care of us.
i was in bed about 15 minutes behind percy!
yesterday (wednesday) was much better. i started out pretty cranky and tired but perked up enough to take percy to the playground around 10:15am. she fell asleep in the stroller on the way home at 11am. she transferred to her cot for a little over an hours sleep. poor miss has a runny nose and cough again. (this is just going to be the story of our lives isn't it?) the snot in her throat makes her cough and wakes her up. she was subdued, tho not badly thru the afternoon. we walked up to the shops to check our lotto ticket, with percy walking the whole way! i told her to cross her fingers but we didn't win anything. (i have this theory that if you don't pick your own numbers you don't 'deserve' to win, also i only buy a 'pre-picked', whatever that is called, ticket once or twice a year so my odds must be long indeed.)
upon returning home we were playing with stuffed toys on our bed where the afternoon sun was nicely coming in. she ended up, while lieing along my body, asleep. it was utterly adorable. her head was cradled on my chest, her little fist curled under her chin making her cherub lips pout even more, her legs straddling me, clinging on... shame the idyll was ruined by her breathing like a chainsaw as she tried to get thru the snot. still, i held her and marvelled thru the half hour nap she clearly needed.
once up she had afternoon tea happily, was a bit cranky thru the evening hours, didn't really want any dinner, enjoyed her bath and went promptly to sleep at 6:45pm.
she did wake and scream at 8:30pm but after a short cuddle went back to sleep 'til 7am. i had a great sleep and feel quite well today. got the day to myself again too. better go and enjoy it!
i was in bed about 15 minutes behind percy!
yesterday (wednesday) was much better. i started out pretty cranky and tired but perked up enough to take percy to the playground around 10:15am. she fell asleep in the stroller on the way home at 11am. she transferred to her cot for a little over an hours sleep. poor miss has a runny nose and cough again. (this is just going to be the story of our lives isn't it?) the snot in her throat makes her cough and wakes her up. she was subdued, tho not badly thru the afternoon. we walked up to the shops to check our lotto ticket, with percy walking the whole way! i told her to cross her fingers but we didn't win anything. (i have this theory that if you don't pick your own numbers you don't 'deserve' to win, also i only buy a 'pre-picked', whatever that is called, ticket once or twice a year so my odds must be long indeed.)
upon returning home we were playing with stuffed toys on our bed where the afternoon sun was nicely coming in. she ended up, while lieing along my body, asleep. it was utterly adorable. her head was cradled on my chest, her little fist curled under her chin making her cherub lips pout even more, her legs straddling me, clinging on... shame the idyll was ruined by her breathing like a chainsaw as she tried to get thru the snot. still, i held her and marvelled thru the half hour nap she clearly needed.
once up she had afternoon tea happily, was a bit cranky thru the evening hours, didn't really want any dinner, enjoyed her bath and went promptly to sleep at 6:45pm.
she did wake and scream at 8:30pm but after a short cuddle went back to sleep 'til 7am. i had a great sleep and feel quite well today. got the day to myself again too. better go and enjoy it!
Sunday, July 13, 2008
on yer bike...!
what a day i've had!! it's been marvellous.
it nearly came un-stuck last nite when our neighours started making really weird noises at 9pm. i know we are tremendously old-fogey types but we were in bed by then, hoping for a lovely long sleep. i figured there is nothing to stop this going on for hours and if they wake punky i'll kill them. so prior to going to gaol i went next door, and asked them to turn it off. beyond hope but within the bounds of reality obviously, they did followed by us dozing off. as a funny aside, we really couldn't figure out what they were up to but the guy that answered the door was wearing nothing but black briefs, gold chains and carrying what i kinda figured was a piece of plumbing pipe! (i didn't want to look too closely) don't you love our neighbourhood?!
anyways, i got a good sleep in as percy did not get up 'til 7am.
then i packed her off to daycare and had the day to myself! i'm on leave from work for the week, ostensibly bcause of god-bothering week. my office is just a block from circular quay so management asked if anyone has leave and wants to take it this week that would be a good idea.
what did i get up to? well, it doesn't sound like a lot but i got my bike out of the garage, washed the dust off it, cleaned the chain and gears, re-lubed it, pumped up the tyres and to my astonishment, after two years of neglect it still goes well. i'd almost forgotten how nice it feels to ride down the road with a minimum of effort and the wind in your hair. almost. i've been meaning to get the old treadly out since we arrived home from kiev but haven't found the time. cleaning bikes and minding babies don't really go well together. but speaking of babies, i rode up to cheeky monkey bike shop, now conveniently located in newtown, to get the bike serviced and have a baby seat fitted to the back. hurrah! i've been dieing to introduce percy to the joys of bike riding. if all goes well (the seat i want needs to be ordered from melbourne) i should have the bike back in time for the weekend.
what fun!
it nearly came un-stuck last nite when our neighours started making really weird noises at 9pm. i know we are tremendously old-fogey types but we were in bed by then, hoping for a lovely long sleep. i figured there is nothing to stop this going on for hours and if they wake punky i'll kill them. so prior to going to gaol i went next door, and asked them to turn it off. beyond hope but within the bounds of reality obviously, they did followed by us dozing off. as a funny aside, we really couldn't figure out what they were up to but the guy that answered the door was wearing nothing but black briefs, gold chains and carrying what i kinda figured was a piece of plumbing pipe! (i didn't want to look too closely) don't you love our neighbourhood?!
anyways, i got a good sleep in as percy did not get up 'til 7am.
then i packed her off to daycare and had the day to myself! i'm on leave from work for the week, ostensibly bcause of god-bothering week. my office is just a block from circular quay so management asked if anyone has leave and wants to take it this week that would be a good idea.
what did i get up to? well, it doesn't sound like a lot but i got my bike out of the garage, washed the dust off it, cleaned the chain and gears, re-lubed it, pumped up the tyres and to my astonishment, after two years of neglect it still goes well. i'd almost forgotten how nice it feels to ride down the road with a minimum of effort and the wind in your hair. almost. i've been meaning to get the old treadly out since we arrived home from kiev but haven't found the time. cleaning bikes and minding babies don't really go well together. but speaking of babies, i rode up to cheeky monkey bike shop, now conveniently located in newtown, to get the bike serviced and have a baby seat fitted to the back. hurrah! i've been dieing to introduce percy to the joys of bike riding. if all goes well (the seat i want needs to be ordered from melbourne) i should have the bike back in time for the weekend.
what fun!
Tuesday, July 8, 2008
book bonanza
while always happy to read a book, percy's interest has really gone up a notch in the past month. she'll fetch a book from her shelf, bring it to you, turn around and carefully back up so she can sit comfortably on your lap (very cute to watch, i thinking we should make "beep, beep" reversing noises) read animatedly with you, fetch another and another. okay, i know kids books are short but some of hers are pretty detailed with more than 20 words on a page. she's got to be genuinely interested for this activity to be repeated, with pleasure, day after day. she's also found a nice, new place to snuggle in for a read...
the staple of life
since we first learned to cultivate and process grains the staple of life for millenia has been bread. bread! so simple, so wonderful; now available in every shape, form or colour you can imagine.
percy is perhaps leaving her savanah hunting forebears to their exploits with spears and game, and making the journey north to the land of the two rivers and agriculture. (not that i want to give you the impression she eats a lot of meat; she eats a lot of nothing. actually on contemplation i take that back, she eats a lot of yoghurt.)
to explain... while undertaking the grocery shopping this morning (yes, it is an undertaking when you feel as crap as i do) i gave percy a slice of plain rye bread to munch on. usually it's a green bean or some fruit but that's what was to hand today. she ate it!! don't all gasp at once, we might cause each other to hyperventilate. i have to this day, despite trying white bread, wholegrain bread, turkish bread, mountain bread, lavash bread, pita bread, toasted, untoasted, with spreads, without spreads, you name it, been unable to convince percy to eat bread.
what's the story? buggered if i know! i'm just happy. tho i hazard a guess it's got to do with her now having the nubs of nearly five teeth across her top gum, to compliment the two in her jaw. these top teeth are taking ages to come thru but they slowly are. her ability to bite is improved and i think she's happier that she can manipulate food better. not that i was in the habit of giving her more than a single bite-sized portion prior anyways. she likes to hold her food to bite off a piece; it's a little part of her world that she can control.
the other nice thing today was her reaction to her first matchbox car. (they're $2 at woolworths.) she really liked it! i made appropriate "vroooom"... noises while driving it over her cute, fat buddha-belly and her head. then at home we scooted it up and down the living room floor a bit too. when she wasn't picking it up to carry about. perhaps i shouldn't be suprised, her cousins have a matchbox car collection numbering i would guess, of over a hundred.
seems she got expensive tastes too- i offered her a blue one or a purple one (the full extent of my ability to tell cars apart), the first one she touched, the blue one, is a lotus!
percy is perhaps leaving her savanah hunting forebears to their exploits with spears and game, and making the journey north to the land of the two rivers and agriculture. (not that i want to give you the impression she eats a lot of meat; she eats a lot of nothing. actually on contemplation i take that back, she eats a lot of yoghurt.)
to explain... while undertaking the grocery shopping this morning (yes, it is an undertaking when you feel as crap as i do) i gave percy a slice of plain rye bread to munch on. usually it's a green bean or some fruit but that's what was to hand today. she ate it!! don't all gasp at once, we might cause each other to hyperventilate. i have to this day, despite trying white bread, wholegrain bread, turkish bread, mountain bread, lavash bread, pita bread, toasted, untoasted, with spreads, without spreads, you name it, been unable to convince percy to eat bread.
what's the story? buggered if i know! i'm just happy. tho i hazard a guess it's got to do with her now having the nubs of nearly five teeth across her top gum, to compliment the two in her jaw. these top teeth are taking ages to come thru but they slowly are. her ability to bite is improved and i think she's happier that she can manipulate food better. not that i was in the habit of giving her more than a single bite-sized portion prior anyways. she likes to hold her food to bite off a piece; it's a little part of her world that she can control.
the other nice thing today was her reaction to her first matchbox car. (they're $2 at woolworths.) she really liked it! i made appropriate "vroooom"... noises while driving it over her cute, fat buddha-belly and her head. then at home we scooted it up and down the living room floor a bit too. when she wasn't picking it up to carry about. perhaps i shouldn't be suprised, her cousins have a matchbox car collection numbering i would guess, of over a hundred.
seems she got expensive tastes too- i offered her a blue one or a purple one (the full extent of my ability to tell cars apart), the first one she touched, the blue one, is a lotus!
Monday, July 7, 2008
nine week nasty
having been sick nearly continuously for nine weeks now our doctor finally gave me a diagnosis of bronchitis this morning. i'm taking antibiotics. i don't know how chronically ill people manage to keep from throwing themselves off a cliff. i can't stand feeling this crap day after day, after week, after month. i hope i come good very soon. all my jobs in life are suffering- the paid one that i'm too ill to get on a train and go into the city to do, being a mother to a bouncing, exploring darling girl, being a housekeeper and being a wife to my lovely, long-suffering husband.
speaking of lovely husband... paulie was absolutely wonderful over the weekend allowing me to stay in bed for many hours while he entertained percy and kept house. one of the more entertaining things he did was give percy's high chair a much needed power-scrub. poor baby probably could have got a full compliment of nutrients just gnawing off the various growths, moulds, fungi and multi-coloured spots that were spreading over the chair! the chair is now so clean and shiny it hurts the eyes and percy is in danger of sliding off it!
speaking of lovely husband... paulie was absolutely wonderful over the weekend allowing me to stay in bed for many hours while he entertained percy and kept house. one of the more entertaining things he did was give percy's high chair a much needed power-scrub. poor baby probably could have got a full compliment of nutrients just gnawing off the various growths, moulds, fungi and multi-coloured spots that were spreading over the chair! the chair is now so clean and shiny it hurts the eyes and percy is in danger of sliding off it!
Wednesday, July 2, 2008
first sentence (3.7.08)
probably me just being a "my-kid's-a-genius" parent but i think percy made her first sentence yesterday. she said at dinner "no more." wow! i know she understands 'no' and 'more' because she has been using them appropriately, separately for a while now. but putting them together suggests she understands that saying 'no' first cancels 'more.' and she really didn't want more to eat, i offered more but she shook her head and said 'no' again.
so, wow, i'm just going to bask in the genious-ness of my offspring! (while i wallow in bed trying to fight off my cold. i've emailed work to say i won't be in today. last nite i had a fever and ached all over. not a lot better today. i'm hoping a day in bed with edith wharton, a jug of orange juice and the kitty cats will perk me up.)
we also went to the early childhood health nurse yesterday. percy checks out a-okay. she's now 79.5 centimetres tall and weighs 10.9 kilograms. which is just above average apparently.
is two words really a sentence anyways?
so, wow, i'm just going to bask in the genious-ness of my offspring! (while i wallow in bed trying to fight off my cold. i've emailed work to say i won't be in today. last nite i had a fever and ached all over. not a lot better today. i'm hoping a day in bed with edith wharton, a jug of orange juice and the kitty cats will perk me up.)
we also went to the early childhood health nurse yesterday. percy checks out a-okay. she's now 79.5 centimetres tall and weighs 10.9 kilograms. which is just above average apparently.
is two words really a sentence anyways?
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